monster, how should I feel?

My weekend..
Was disturbing; this being the understatement of the century.

Christen worked late Friday night; didn't finish until 10:30. His friends came over at about 9:15; I was upstairs playing games. They came upstairs to order pizza cause Maritsa was on the computer downstairs. Christen called me to say he'd finished work and they said not to tell him they were here cause they wanted to scare him when he got home. Unfortunately he heard them and proceeded to hang up on me.
I tried to call him back, but he didn't answer. I knew exactly what was wrong; he was being untrusting. Again.
When I finally got a hold of him, he lied and gave me some other lame excuse. So I hung up on him.
Called back after he texted me and he told me "My friends just have so much access to you."
YEAH BECAUSE I WALK AROUND WITH MY FUCKING LEGS OPEN.
I cried.
We sorted it out.
Blah blah.
Drama over.

Saturday night. The guys decided they wanted to do a ouija board. Whether you believe in it or not does not phase me. I do believe in things like that, so I was reluctant. I made the board; because apparently personally made ones have more effect. We didn't start until about 10:30. Not many people know this; but I'm actually deathly afraid of the dark. Partly because I'm blind in it. Partly because it's scary. We went into the cellar with the Ouija board, two candles and insence. We said some chant to ward off evil spirits and started. Of course, nothing happened. So we sat and told scary stories, to get us in the mood.
So after about 20 minutes of telling scary stories. We closed our eyes and tried in silence. Then we started hearing things. Only Christen knew I was afraid of the dark and the guys thought it'd be a good idea to blow out the candles. I went into hysterics. I started hyperventilating and shaking. I was holding into Christen for dear life. Then I heard tapping right next to me; I thought it was Christen but he swore on our relationship that it wasn't him and the others swore on friendship that it wasn't them.
Then we decided to take pictures in the dark of random spaces. And in each picture I saw the same face. It was moving around. I started into an even bigger fit of hysterics and was literally having heart palpitations. They took one last picture and I turned away; since I was crying. They looked at the picture and Christen was like 'Oh my God.' I screamed at them to not show it to me. He said I looked exactly like his great grandmother looked when he saw her ghost. He'd never met her and only knew it was her when he told his mum. I was so scared I nearly passed out. Jono was the only one besides Christen who was concerned. They both took me upstairs. It took me half an hour to calm down.
The boys went back downstairs and I stayed up with Christen's mum. She went to bed in about half an hour and I lay down on the couch. I fell asleep for about 15 minutes and they assumed I'd gone upstairs and turned all the lights of in the house. I mean it was literally pitch black. I started crying and called out for Christen, but he didn't hear me. I called 3 more tims before he finally answered.
"What's wrong, Sara?"
I didn't answer; I couldn't find my voice.
Everyone came upstairs. They didn't know I was in the kitchen. I thought they were ignoring me. "Christen," I called again.
"Where are you?"
"I'm in the lounge room."
They asked what was wrong and I told them it was because someone had turned the lights off. Christen and I went to bed, then.

I was not pleased.

I'm hoping the next week will be more eventful. Looking forward to hopefully seeing Red Cliff this weekend with Dejan. If I have enough money; which is looking doubtful.

I think Julie is going to win Master Chef. Ugh. MLIA.

Goodbye, reality. Hello, haunting.