don't tell me we're becoming one of /those/ couples.

So; it was Origin game 2 last night.
Sadly; NSW lost. I've now decided to go with QLD to avoid further embarrassment.
Anywho. Christen's parents weren't home; we had the house to ourselves which doesn't happen very often during the week. With no one to tell us to be quiet (close friends will have heard this story~); I figured yahoo let's go crazy.
Sadly, it didn't happen. He was 'too tired'. I remember before that regardless of the time if I showed a bit of cleavage; he attacked me. Not literally, mind you. It was great and we both fell back onto the bed panting and laughing and then cuddled and fell asleep in each other's arms. It was bliss. Now it seems that sex is just a chore; to him, at least. Something he wants to' get over and done with'.
I lay awake while he snored next to me and played Tetris; really sad, I know. And I couldn't help but think he wasn't sexually attracted to me anymore. Perhaps all the times we'd.. 'made love' had just become repetitive and he was bored. I always tried new things for him because I wanted him to be happy and whether we like to admit it or not; once you've experienced it with that person; sex is a big part of relationship.
I don't want something like that to break us apart. I'm not a whore. It's not the orgasm I care about ( though it is a bonus ;) ). It's the intamacy. I love being that close to him. Despite the fact that he towers over me and makes me feel tiny; I feel safe. His guard is let down and he's so.. perfect and peaceful.
While it was awkward at first; we were knew to this and were still exploring. Both of us had only had sex with one other person. I was still sore and he was so worried about hurting me that we ended up stopping before either of us climaxed. We laughed after because we didn't care. We were together and we're happy.
Now; I find it hard to even get a passionate kiss out of him; let alone the home run. I miss that intamacy. I miss the closeness. I miss feeling safe. I miss seeing his perfection to its full extent.

I don't want us to become one of those couples that believe sex is a chore and become bitter and hateful.